When running a bath makes me wonder if I have enough energy to get in it.
When taking something out of the freezer makes me need an half hour rest.
When I work hard to eat enough to keep me going and I just can’t keep it down.
When I watch my oxygen saturations drop and my heart rate rise.
When I phone the hospital in defeat and ask for an appointment as soon as possible.
Then I truly know that my life is not in my hands.
Again, I realise that I have no resources of my own to fall back upon.
Here is weakness.
Today I have nothing but my God.
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